All alone

I wrote this when I was back in high school..found it just now 2009-2010

Sometimes i left you lonely
sometimes you left me alone
sometimes i fought my way out
sometimes you were just gone
drenched in this downpour
with the cloak of storm
and heart empty of aspiration
i call out to you, my knight in shining armour
but you are distant, you are forlorn
and here again I am all alone

On the battle of submittion
i slew your dreams, claimed victory
in return to your sublimation
i re-wrote my own history
i severed my ties when stakes were high
of my falling down the stinking ditch
And in that process,
I condemned you to darkness instead
now when i crave sunshine, theres none
and here again I'm all alone

i sold your soul and bought a home
you pissed on it and painted black
those specks of white,those i threw aside
you took them on made your paradise
the aquarium of hope has shattered now
and I'm trying to breathe with my dysfunctional gills
and toying with obscure feeling of love
I'm searching for you in abandon.
Here look at me, I'm all alone