Secret that I can't tell

I am here in the arms of somebody

Trying to hold onto my old life

Joining back the pieces of old dreams

That seems so fake day by day.

And there you are with somebody else

Starting your life anew

It was meant to be I knew

Yet I couldn’t stay away.

Watching you go saying goodbye is hell

You are my secret that I can’t tell.

I don’t know when it started

You started to mean more to me

On a desperate attempt to hold me back

I turned the locks in and threw the key.

But even the doors of past

Even the reality of future

Turned out to me meek, do fragile

I pushed everything out of my thoughts

And embraced these feelings for a while

This road between right and wrong is hell

You’re my secret that I can’t tell.

Those lullaby songs that you sang to me

Those nightly whispers weren’t meant to be

I paved my own way towards my doom

And you are about to become a groom

I have somebody waiting for me

With somebody else you are meant to be

But these dreams just won’t go away

Even when in them I can’t dwell.

The reality where I live in is hell

You’re my secret that I can’t tell.

So here’s the end of those lovely dreams

So here’s the end of the lovely tale

of those secrets that I can’t tell.

Yeah sure I'm drunk

I tried everything

I kissed a whore

Played a lord

I pledged my heart to a fencing sword.

I punched few men

Got punched myself

And cleaned my wound with poisoned port.

I hunted down the alley for fight

I knocked on each and every door.

I changed my lovers every night

And stumbled down, drunk to core.

Yet I couldn’t, couldn’t get you

Out of my system, out of me

Though I claim to be drowned in hate

You are all that I can see.

I am in pain, I crave your touch

Still I claim I don’t feel much.

I am crying out loud, shouting your name

I know I’m nuts, I’m turning insane.

Thought drinking would save me then

To forget you and forget this pain.

I drank and drank ten times of two

Forgot my name yet remembered you.

Yeah sure I’m drunk, I’m drunk to core

With every drop I crave you more.

One glass down, I see you smile

Two bottles and I see you here

Ten goes down, I’m calling your name

With strike of twelve, senses threadbare

Yeah sure I’m drunk, I’m drunk to core

With ten times two I crave you more.

Love?? definitely tricky

Don’t talk about eternity darling

Don’t talk about feeling

Someone once said to me

Love can be a tricky thing.

All day’s sighs and all night’s longing

All that talks about possession and belonging

A mild affection there might be and even strong chemistry

But once the spark is gone bebe, rest becomes the history

Millions I love yous and thousand kisses

Doesn’t matter in the end

And trust me when I say I know

Weary old bones never mend.

Spring crush summer friendship autumn love winter fling

Someone once said to me love can be a tricky thing.

Just a whisper

Let me peel that shadow off you

Let me hold it for a while

Even shadow of yours has that fragrance

That would help me live for a while…..

Let me live in dreams of your smile

Let me breathe in for a while

Even those dreams has that strength

To keep me steady for a while……

I can’t hold onto you I know

You are the coal in hearth while I am the snow

You are a bright star, the legendary heir

I am just an audience; I stare and stare…..

A mile there it is between us

And so many facts that cannot be reversed

But still I would like to share

Some moments with you here and there

Create memories that would help me live

This moment and coming years…..

Oh Yes! I dream of lovely lights

Oh Yes! I dream of beautiful nights

BUT I know you are THE MOON

Where I can’t reach but just can see

But I know you are the song

That I can’t make but just can feel……

Still I took a deadly dare

Still fell into something I fear

I wanted to embrace the raging storm

But see what I got!!

Just a whisper of breeze

Just a whisper in my ear……

In love again

I wake up and force a yawn

And welcome the light, the lovely morn

And turn around to see you sigh

In your sleep with a trace of smile

You seem you’re having a peaceful dream

And your face looks so calm and serene

I smile thanking god for what I gained

Watching you sleep, I fall in love again.

You try to move faster than time

And work work work is what you have on mind

But then you come home with a huge smile

And hug me tight, blow a kiss

Rest your head on my lap

Storing away all your stress in leash

I smile walking on a memory lane

Holding your hands, I fall in love again.

You don’t have a moment to spare

But still you stop to praise my hair

We fight we curse we breakdown

You ask me to leave and turn around

But when you hear me stifle a cry

You come around and hug me tight

I hear you say you will not yell again

I borrow your heat and fall in love again.

Nights are always a fairy-tale

Stormy passion and cries ‘tell-tale’

But someday when you just hold me in sleep

And mumble the words of love in my ear

I close my eyes and savour the touch

I kiss your hooked nose that I love so much

I shake my head as love is insane

Just hearing your heartbeat, I fall in love again.

Let the curtains fall

The golden glow of candle lights

The silvery caress of the moon

The sprinkles of joy within

Seeing your lovely rosy bloom

The blush that stole my breath away

And the desires that you locked away

The tremors running through your spine

Indicates you are just mine….JUST MINE

Tonight just let go, break the rule

Tonight let’s just cross the line

Tonight hold me, don’t shy away

Tonight let me make you mine

Break the propriety, don’t care at all

Blow out candles baby..

Let the curtains fall.

Those mingled breaths and discreet nips

Those sigh of pleasure from trembling lips

Those very traces of innocence

Has made me lose all my sense

I am shattered into million pieces

But still my heart craves your essence

Tonight I died a hundredth time

And got revived with heightened sense

Tonight let go again, break the rule

Tonight let me drown in you

Tonight let there be no line

Baby tonight you are mine, just mine.

Break the propriety, don’t care at all

Blow out candles once again

And baby let the curtains fall.