I am Waiting

The kiss of our mating, the heat of this frisson
The passion we cant deny, in this kiss of submission
Its not enough for me, its no means of satiating
Come on back me up baby, you know i am waiting.

Lure of your shallow breath, trance of your trembling lips
Call of your pounding heart, private yet discreet nips
I am blinded by desire, weak and anticipating
Come on take me home baby, you know i am waiting

Pull of your every moan, turned by your every sigh
Claim of your every touch, tuned by your sensuous lie
I want you so bad, this wait so agitating
Come on hold me tight baby, you know i an waiting

The sound of thunderclaps, the mourning of the rain
The ruse of this anticipation to feel you once again
Whatever you want from me, i am willing,accommodating
Come on and ablaze me baby, you know i am waiting

Our chemistry its outstanding, this desire so fine
With a bit of love between us, it would have been divine
i love you with a passion but there you are hesitating
come on tell me you love me baby, you know i am waiting...

madness

M playing wid fire I know
Yet I cant help myself from doing so
My bizzare thoughts n erratic heartbeat
justifies how mch m loving it.
These sensations to which I bow
Wil just lead to my downfall I know
Yet my racing pulse and unconsciousness
declares how mch m enjoying it.
The feel of this melting snow
On the heaps of desires that flow
And the burning,piercing pain of anticipation
shows how much m craving it.
The pagan kiss of soothing sorrow
The light caress of dreams of 2maro
And the mingled breaths of the fresh thoughts
clarify how much m holding it.
So much to feel
So much left unsaid
So much held back
Taken for granted
The only thing active was my mind
Bt now m warned m gradudally loosing it.
To this madness,to this ecstasy.
Oh great tranquility,victory to thee.

what am i within?

I crawled out of the dream
Staring at the dark
And closed my eyes
Waiting for the nightmare to begin again.

I felt like I was alone
A mere fish in the home of sharks
Swimming in tears,piercing thorns against my chest
And growing insane.

Even my wish turned out to b a sword
Wid the blade so sharp
I was knocked off by a downpour
When al I wanted was a soothing rain.

I shut down my anticipation
Deep down my hopelessness left a mark
I m nothing outside,I know m nothing.
Who m i?what m I within???

A human,i dnt feel lyk one.
A monster,no I cant be
Wats my lyf,wat is its meaning?
Who m i?what m I within????

till the world ends

Just hold me in ur arms tightly n abate my pain
m tierd of being neglected,tierd of being abhorrent.
Just kiss me my love,make me 4get the world again
coz i want u 2 be my world,my emotion n my sentiment.

Just shower me wid ur love and absorb me 2 urself
m tierd of being lonely,tierd of being hated.
Just pour down all ur trust nd make me trust myself
coz i want it badly 2 trust n be trusted.

Just take me 2 ur heart nd make me feel safe
m tierd of being tortured,tierd of being afraid.
Just hide me in ur eyes nd let me dream wid u
coz i want 2 remove all my dreadful nightmare.

Just burn me wid ur touch,blaze me wid desire
m tierd of being stiff,tierd of being cold.
Just open up 2 me nd let me be ajar
coz i dnt wanna be reserve,i wanna be bold.

Just mingle me 2 urself nd make me complete
m tierd of being half wid incomplete bends.
Just let us be one heart nd one soul
nd live together ecstatically till the world ends.

no matter what u say

No matter what u say I know m a killer.
Who just love to see ur heart reaped apart.
And revitalise ur pain n bless wid torment
Strangle u to the very end of life.

No matter what u say I know m a robber
Who loves to rob all ur happiness
And suck up the remains of excitement
Torture u till the end of time.

No matter what u say I know m a gambler
Who loves to gamble away ur trust
And leave u penniless out of love
Dry you up totally inside.

No matter what u say of me being a healer
Who makes u 4get ur whole world
Bt I damn wel know who m i
Jst a curse,a jinx,a lie.

Hell...NO

These flowing fears and hollow tears.
And screaming darkness within me.
And the call of soul so ineptitude.
And showered grace of this attitude.
Is that what I wished for me?
Hell NO....i wouldnt be so stupid.
To let me drown in such misery.

Fangs crushed down to my heart.
Yet I am enjoying the feel of it.
So much for this stuffed world
But so less for this abhored tease.
Is that what I wished for me?
Ya right....I am not that stupid.
To let them rip me outta this sanctuary.

I am boozed up and left all alone.
Insecure for what?i dont know
My life's been a shit for long.
Sentiments...my foot, dnt care for one.
Is that what I wished for me?
Mock me...for I am so stupid.
To dream of ever being carefree.