Secret that I can't tell

I am here in the arms of somebody

Trying to hold onto my old life

Joining back the pieces of old dreams

That seems so fake day by day.

And there you are with somebody else

Starting your life anew

It was meant to be I knew

Yet I couldn’t stay away.

Watching you go saying goodbye is hell

You are my secret that I can’t tell.

I don’t know when it started

You started to mean more to me

On a desperate attempt to hold me back

I turned the locks in and threw the key.

But even the doors of past

Even the reality of future

Turned out to me meek, do fragile

I pushed everything out of my thoughts

And embraced these feelings for a while

This road between right and wrong is hell

You’re my secret that I can’t tell.

Those lullaby songs that you sang to me

Those nightly whispers weren’t meant to be

I paved my own way towards my doom

And you are about to become a groom

I have somebody waiting for me

With somebody else you are meant to be

But these dreams just won’t go away

Even when in them I can’t dwell.

The reality where I live in is hell

You’re my secret that I can’t tell.

So here’s the end of those lovely dreams

So here’s the end of the lovely tale

of those secrets that I can’t tell.