Nightmare Me

Yes I am a dreary cold

that will benumb your very soul

Yes I am the hail-storm

that will leave your soul so sore

so helpless and disabled

But like every bad thing that ends;

When the spring comes

and the last traces of snow disappears

I will wither away.

Yes I am the volcano

That will eat you up whole

Yes I am the tornado

That will drag you down the pole

Beneath he ice and freeze you there.

But like every nightmare that goes;

When you open your eyes

and the first rays of sun penetrates

I will disappear.

Someday you’ll be granted your wish

See for yourself how I’ll vanish.

I'm fine and I can

That’s what I ought to be?

A puppet? Yeah may be

to this sanctioned pain

and mind turning ultimately insane.

Turns me on these whistles of dreams

in the misty haze

and tears run down overhill

and over the plains in daze.

Reaching out was the hand I saw

though dipped in blood,

helping me to walk sometimes

And also dragging me to insult.

Sympathy? I don’t crave for it

I’ve had it enough.

I want just a little backing

And may be a bit of love.

Waiting for a knight? No I am not

Just waiting to be free.

Reality might break me down sometimes

but I have my own friend you see.

I feel at home in fantasy

I feel at home in fantasy

So let me live in ecstasy

I feel at home in fantasy.

Happy Birthday

……………............May you……………………

Be benevolent by blessed birthday

Ignite illustrative instinct in you

Joyful be your journey less jammed-up jinx

Abandon abhorrence and aspire authority

Never  never be numb, nostalgia notwithstanding.

………...............be happy always…………………

A Part of You

Your opaque eyes so mysterious

Hooded with some unshed tears

Conceals from me the pain and woe

of the burn inside.

You smile quite serene sweet

which doesn’t reach your eyes

And the laughter which rings through doors

doesn’t bubble inside.

Maybe I am just speculating

May be I am just trying to solve

the puzzle that you yourself are

or maybe I am just trying

trying to be a part

a part of you

yes you and everything that you are.

I called the breeze to pass by you

and wishper you my name

I called the rain again and again

to drain away your pain

I called the stars , the sun, the moon

to brighten up your lane

But oh moon tat brightens my soul

Why don’t you let the moon soothe you?

Maybe I am not what you want

Maybe I will never be

But let me be just a companion

a friend in need.

Yeah I know I sound insane, my woes bizarre

But let me be a part of you

yes you and everything that you are.

If We Meet Again

Even though I can’t own your heart

Even though we are so far apart

Someday,….if someday we are to meet

Then

Would you smile at me?

Even though for you this heart beats

Even though you have your heart on lease

Someday…if someday we are to meet

Then

Would you laugh with me?

I know you are just a wish, a dream

And though ‘love love’ my heart screams

You are not mine and will never be

Till the end of eternity……

But someday if we are to meet

By the corner around the street

Would you let me hold your hand?

Would you give me another chance?

To show my pleasure laced with pain

As we might never meet again.